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When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end
The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting

*Act I

Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take it to the sky
Ripples form on the water's surface
The wandering soul knows no rest.

*Act II

There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds

Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh

*Act III

My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow

My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return

*Act IV

My friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess

My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber

Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world's end
The wind sails over the water's surface
Quietly, but surely

*Act V

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice


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    Tuesday, November 30, 2010

    Crushing, Im so into you~

    lol juz came back from the weird class chalet..which aint even a class the morning there's onli lyk 11 pple(caru, chloe, sixuan, jayi!, regine, jason, moses, xinsiang, bj, cheeweng and iz)
    so on 29th, mondae, we went to je and waited for pple to reach..
    thn we 5 gurls +moses,xs,cw went onto the train~
    on the train, we decided to take pic of the blinking lites that show the yeaa..
    we took a pic of chloe whu looks excited..
    and decided that we shud take a pic of chloe bored whn at bedok..
    thn we alighted at outram park and mit jason.
    whu dint look lyk jason..o.o on the first look.
    soo..yeaa..mi and regine got shocked and yeaa..
    we waited and waited till iz's train came..thn we went onto the train and mit iz..
    from there we went to pasir ris.
    but thn that train horhh
    dun hv the blinking lite for each stop de system..(old train)
    aww so we cant take..
    anyway..we were so talkytalky and we talked our way to pasir ris!
    we walked all the way from the mrt to ehub!
    it aint that far..~ ^^
    thn, we went and find food but in the end we were playing arcade, taking neoprints and mited bj b4 we go into a shop that sells food.
    there rite, hv student meal lehh~ ^^ thn hv free flow of coke..and also icecream~ =D
    lesser thn 10 bucks too.. the food..well there's four sets..
    the fried rice, cheese baked rice, seafood spagetti, fish and chips.
    thn mi and sx shareshare order the baked rice..and we ate til very full that we cant seriously force icecream down the throat..but i still ate someone's share..ish chocolate..
    at first is pple gimme vanilla de..thn the moses wan so i exchange chocolate..choclate nice~
    thn we continued our
    so the gurls went to see regine off and went to escape theme park entrance..and the guys went missing..and it started RAINING SO FREAKING HEAVILY.
    we called and realised cw is the ehub.but we oni hv two we cant go fetch him.. but hu cares.=D
    i went into the chalet and saw my dad..thn he check in le..mum and sis stay in room while i go fetch everybody but seriously we cant find the way into escape or wildwildwet there(whr the guys are) so i told the guys and i heard jason sae sth lyk its time to take out our shoes and run in the rain..but to wad i heard at nite, jason said they walked..-.-
    yeaa so i got the umbrellas and went over to escape and brought thm into the chalet..
    jayi slipped at the swimming pool area..her slipper no friction larhh~
    yeaa and we went into the cool~ so small..yeaa..thn we slacked there and see snsd poker cards aft my family left..and we nth do..thn they started some ghostly thing..LOL i dunno whether they wud upload it..but its freaking scary if u dint noe the lite is from the fridge and the person is actually iz..
    wah sia larh..why the post so freaking long..and its just the morning of the first day leh..
    okayy i stop here first..
    PART 1~ CHALET 29/30 NOV 2010~


    Appear 8:12 PM

    Sunday, November 28, 2010

    Know that you will set your world on fire~

    LALA! OH!
    lol i haven finish mi de chinese hw which is supposed to be finished by tmr's tmr.which is 30 nov.
    if i dun finnish this i might lose my chinese rep chance..wun i? irresponsible..xD
    okayy so i shall do it now..
    for the future plans which is lyk tmr..


    Appear 9:54 PM

    Sunday, November 21, 2010

    Wallets are such joy~

    I hv held on to the lill draft in my msg since thurs..i think..
    whn i was going home that dae..
    i saw a lill boi..on the mrt..he was kiping his lill wallet..
    lyk its his priced possession~
    then i got a thot..
    u noe~
    last time whn i was small..
    i really lyk wallets..
    i will hv the wallet..with some coins..and then i will put it into my pocket..
    it will always gimme the lill confidence boost whn i go out..
    those wallets are lyk those err..
    wahh i dunno wad is the nameuu narhh..forget it.
    its those.. market u see sell $2 dollar those type larhh..
    oo aft acquirin some info..
    i can tell u that my wallet is..hmm
    its pink..thn it is normal size..erm rectangular..then is aiya..hehe wif the info acquired i can oni describe till lyk tat larh..
    hehe..ty to the person anyway~ ^^
    hmm..back to the thing..
    soo u see..i lyk my wallets and treat thm very well..i decorated thm with stickers and all those..cute stuffs..
    but that was whn i was small..
    now im ermm..14..i lyk..dun really take care and love my wallet that muchh..
    thn rite..aww..i lost one..=( in the dance room..
    hiahhz..seriously..we are taking wallets for granted..
    imagine..if u are in a toilet..and u juz finished pooping..but u hv no toilet paper..aww..sheesh thats bad..
    wad? u gonna use ur hands?? ur socks? NO RITE?
    its works the same way for wallets..


    Appear 9:37 PM

    Tuesday, November 16, 2010


    Lala..Things hv been going well lately..
    Had fun at cca today too..Though it was raining whn we were released
    Today we kinda dumped shijia..
    u noe..chunyu planned to leave shijia and prove that her "theory"(which is actually hypothesis) is correct..
    and mi and elizabeth sae that she wunt care that we leave her..ltr she will go take 30 and go home..but chunyu juz insisted that this wun happen and she will come and find us..
    And she blackmail us..nah not blackmail..being generous..said if we help her she will gif moneyy for supplies in mousehunt..
    soo..we dealed and did it for the mousehunt larhh..
    so we went and did bad..
    err we first acted normally..but if shijia hv observed closely..
    we hv alr wore our shoes..
    we..took the chance while she was changing at the back of the racks as run..
    T.T SO BAD
    thn we ran down to the first floor toilet to change..
    thn we came out..BUT..
    NO.she was coming down..
    we chiong back toilet and hide..
    lol thn came in a sec 4 senior..she laugh at us..hmmphh~
    thn shijia came in and saw us..
    she went into a cubicle..
    thn i hiahhhz~
    thn chunyu and liz pull mi out..and i realised that her bun-net still wif
    so chunyu went to return while mi and liz went to spy on her.. lol..but we dint see we hid away from chunyu over there instead..thn..we hid and hid and hid..
    lol..and we saw so many pple..and heard news that chunyu looking for us in the
    hmm.lala..hiahyo..i wan off9 liao i shortcut sae finish larh..
    we go find chunyu lol thn we return her bag and mi and liz went drink bubletea and go home while chunyu took her dad de car home..okay gd nite.


    Appear 9:21 PM

    Friday, November 12, 2010


    Ltr there's cca in the afternn..
    sheesh i really dun lyk it.
    -.-, i'll get irritated and frustrated abt cca.
    If there's just sth that wud make me lyk it.
    u see, even the syf song i also dun really lyk sianz..
    thn ytd..
    went back cca for the openhus thing and yeaa the retirement party programme..
    SHEESH.but u noe..for the program thing rite..
    She nvr learn thn she kip reluctant to learn..thn i lyk kip clearifying the steps..
    whn i teach her that time she kip tok maple..THN I TIO IRRITATED.
    wtf..she nvr learn seriously also..
    and thn at least i tried..i asked..she dun even do that..whn she dunno she juz sae she dunno and thn dun do..
    thn kip making sounds..sheesh..
    i shall not tok bad.
    but it made me so irritated ytd..seriously..
    Sometimes i dun even noe whether i shud publish some posts.
    lyk this one seriously and the previous one..i dunno wad i shud do wif this..kip this as a draft in my blog, delete it or juz publish it?


    Appear 9:41 AM

    Tuesday, November 9, 2010

    Another nite..

    Hiahz.. why issit always so hard..makes mi sttressed and cant slp mann.. sheesh i hate it.
    dun lyk days lyk tat..
    supposingly i shud be getting a great nite slp for a reward of memorising steps of that dance todae and im not enjoying now.. my heart feels so damn heavy..zz..
    it all started coz of that..
    why muz it be soo..fucked up?
    wads wrong wif that? i cant take this..type of shyt.
    its juz lyk that..not lyk i have something bad in mind or sth..
    this is getting harder and harder..
    i hv my difficulties rite..
    not lyk i dun..
    shud i kip it~ yea i shud.
    coz i dun wan my slp..
    yea fuck it.

    okay lets make a rap out of these stuffs kayy? yeaa~ great stuffs^^
    shud tell jayi to create raps tgt..=D
    lol nvm lets juz airplanes..=D


    Appear 9:47 PM

    Friday, October 29, 2010


    Went to his funeral on the last day, which was yesterday.
    He was lying there. Like as though he was sleeping.
    But there seems like there's no life in that body.
    It doesnt look like an empty shell either.
    awww..But wad can I do?
    Lyk my mum said, once gone its gone..
    No point being sad either..
    However, some pple cries..well, dont they think they are making him sad, making it too unbearable for him to part?
    Hopes that he will have fun up there..
    I have never seen him with so much powder on his face before..
    Him lying inside there..its formal..
    He was always walking around the house last time..
    A lill thin guy with just his pyjamas-y long in colour and slippers..
    holding a lill stick to stable..
    his strange and cute BUT SLOW walking style..
    Then he will take so long to walk such a short distance..=P
    coz he shuffles shuffles..whenever we hear that spammed shuffling sounds, we know he is some whr near..
    Once i asked him how old he was..he smiled..with a bigbig smile..
    showing mi 8 fingers..showing he is 80 years old.
    aww..shows that i cant really communicate in that language..coz i oni noe how to listen to wad they sae and i dunno how to sae it..
    Communication prob..
    Thn i will show that i understand wad they are saying by replying them in chinese.
    Whenever i peek over the thingy, i would see him lying inside..mi and mi couzies all scaredscared to look..


    Appear 8:15 PM